How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live.– Henry David Thoreau (via the-astrovert)
It’s unfortunate that the condition in which one is totally human and yet is unable to successfully participate in human society is still known as being human.
So I seriously doubt that I’m ready to work again after this Summer of rest, but the point is that everything is futile. Work anyway.
Uni is in session again starting tomorrow. I will not be attending. It’s not looking like I’m gonna get that job I wanted. I’m bored. I’m having boring thoughts and just hating everything. I’m trying to take my mind back to when I was at Splore. I can’t believe it’s only been a week.
Sisters of Mercy tonight was death by smoke machine. It was perfect.
I watched “Prozac Nation” tonight and it reminded me that I haven’t been able to write for a very long time. All the words I try to string together come off sounding so contrived. And as for whatever’s supposed to be in my way… I’m still moving gradually in one direction or the other. I can’t tell which. I still don’t have computer access. ...
Is it just me or is everyone on facebook boring and do I want to murder my family? I still don’t have computer access and I won’t be getting my old laptop back. Hoping that job I applied for comes through. EDIT: It’s just me, for now.